HUMBUG.

yesterday night was ultra hellish after jo went offline.
it was depressing.
i couldnt take the influx of such raw emotions...
the initial stage of feeling ridiculous and annoyance was overwhelmed by the later stage of guilt, despair and depression.
comforting words didnt help.
went off to bed at 230. but only really fell asleep around 5. cried, calmed, cried, calmed. and i wasnt even crying for myself wtf. i was upset by the fact that everyone else (or the few key person who really matters to me) was upset. it... pains my heart. alot.

meeting jo in another hour now.
we'll be happy.
it's been long since our last girly day out.
we'll dress up, take happy photos (i'll rmb to bring memory card), do girly stuff, enjoy our movie, and our food.
i need to find my festive mood back again.

and when we are back, i'll blog about phuket.
ive already shared the pictures on facebook.
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other than finding that festive mood.
i also need to find some REAL MEN in my life.
ive had enough of little boys.